Life in '10..

Sup?

It's 2am, i have to be up and ready by 7am to go to L.A...and i'm writing an entry in a blog.

It's been a year, and nothing to drastic has changed.

Except for the fact that Uncle Mike pretty much beat cancer....it will come back, it's inevitable, but he'll fight it again, because he's a tough cookie like that!

Schools still a pain, drifting is still going on, money or lack there of still causes problems, Danny's staying here for good, I met Jackson Rathbone, I made a few revelations through out the year, and i'd like to say i grew from it, as well as grew up.

Friends come and go, and i get that now...except it even. It's my fault for not putting forth a bigger effort in remaining to keep contact, but...You know.

Did i mention i met Jackson Rathbone? Because i totally did.

I also kind of met Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart, i just have no picture proof. Well that's kind of a lie, there is kind of proof i met KStew.

Pretty trivial in comparison to my uncle beating cancer, though, right?

I think the adding of the pictures might be more for my benefit considering the only person who really has only ever read this blog other then myself-Tasha- has already seen these already. For the creepers i doubt are reading this- why would i have creepers on an unknown blog that i don't link back to myself?- Have fun viewing.

So regards of the friends thing: i just don't care anymore. Those who are in my life, are in my life for a reason, the ones that slip away, slipped away for a reason, and i'm absolutely alright with that. Earlier this year i kind of had a melt down because i felt all lonely, basically had a pity party on my birthday, and made a revelation about friends. Long story short in a nutshell, i got kind of depressed thinking about best friends that live near me, and best friends that live far away. How ironic is that the friend your closest with lives over 300+ miles away? and the least lives down the street from you? Yeah, i know. But my mom made a really good point, telling me that each friend in my life serves there own purpose, not one friend will be the same, or have what i need in a friend, but put all my friends together, and they're all i need. So basically? Moving on and loosing friends is apart of life, and i'm glad that the friends i have are apart of my now, even if we go weeks without talking, or weeks without seeing eachother, they're here for a reason, and i'm glad. So to my Best friends, whether you live in Vegas, Flordia, 2 hours away, or down the street, thank you, i love you.

How funny is it that writing blogs are kind of therapeutic in a way? i find it hilarious.

That's it for now, and since i'm going with a twilight theme with these pictures, i might as well post my newest favorite Robert Pattinson picture- it's not new, probably a month or two old, i'm just late, or maybe my distaste of the papz blinded me from seeing this amazing pic they took.

Sooooo, It's now 3am, and i'm feeling sick. Can you get sick from lack of sleep? Because i've totally been lacking in the sleep department this week....MY BAD!

I've said my peace on what i wanted to put to rest. So i'll leave it on that note, and let Rpatz take it away....

Until next timeee.