I think someone needs to get on that, like pronto. So many times in the past two weeks i've had the urge to blog, but haven't been able to jump on the computer. And apparently my phone isn't capable of letting me blog through the enternet explorer safari...complete fail.
I feel like i'm being tested..like this past two weeks have been a test. I feel invaded. I feel like this blog might be invaded, thus preventing me from expressing how i feel right about now. My lack of privacy is scarce, and for the first time in a really long time i feel claustrophobic. I find myself now more then ever having to take deep breaths to calm myself, or walking out of my room to get away from it. It won't last forever, but right now, forever feels like this past couple weeks.
Does that make me self righteous? People seem to think so. Since when has being self righteous been a bad thing? I suppose it's to be determined. I just....ugh.
Side note, I'm twenty now. I don't think twenty's old, do you? I don't like being called old, that or short. This week i've been called both. I don't like it...maybe i'm just being overly sensitive. Maybe i don't feel old because i'm still getting told what to do like a kid. I can't wait to go away to college and assert myself.
I'm not being emo, i swear...it's just i don't know who to talk to this about, but i need to get it out some how..
Sigh.
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