To write something, even though i really have nothing to say...or maybe that's my subconcious telling me i have something to say.
School starts next week, i am stoked...there is nothing like staying at home and doing the same mundane tasks that makes you miss school. I'm a little nervous about taking five classes this semester, but i think i've got this..i have to. I feel like i should be getting ready to recieve acceptance letters from schools i should've applied for last semester, but i'm not. I recognize people are not the same, and do things at their own pace, but there's still that thought in the back of my head nagging. Like, ugh, i don't know. I guess i'm more annoyed at it then upset, i'll get over it once i start school.
Speaking of next week, i turn 20 next weekend. Holllllller! I think i'm more excited for that nights festivities then anything else. How weird that Jackson and his band '100 monkeys' plan a show the day of my birthday on a whim? Crazy..i'm exicted. Joey's manager is trying to get X ammounts of backstage passes for us. I don't know how i'll feel if that X is just one, and it's only me going back there. Can you say awkward? like, especially if i walk in on something i don't want to see. Or like if i run into someone, maybe a twilight cast member? i don't know..i'm thinking to much into it considering it's not a done deal.
Lastly, something i feel i want to talk about..i hate when i can't help someone. And by someone, i mean my family.. times get hard, and things go wrong, but in the end it'll all be okay. But when in the middle of a storm, it sucks when your umbrella breaks..though the optimist in me is saying atleast lightening hasn't striken.
Guess that's all i have to say for now. Until next time..
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